the things we do.......

we live......and to live is to experience. a lot of us simulate tho. experience through others. from fear, circumstance, or inability....the reasons vary. but what happens when u are definitely in a situation that doesn't afford u an experience. u experience second hand.....u watch top gear and experience the thril of driving top of the range cars. u buy cheap leather an consciously leave that fact out so other people's comments make u feel like ur rocking the real thing. u watch rap videos cause u can't afford ur own hoes. u enjoy romantic comedys cause ud never fall for that idiot u have a crush on in reality, it just wouldn't work with the plans u have for ur life.u buy a miniature transformers toy cause u could never own a real one an do with it what u want.....
and me...................me...................................I listen to love songs...........................

a Dedication...a piece of u, from a piece of me....

Tupac did it.....they did it for biggie Smallz. For money? For other ppl? For themselves? For the person? A dedication....how would I do it? Honestly I don't think I could. How would I capture her smile, bright eyes, her attitude, her cheeky nature, her habits, her touch, her self judgement, her lack of faith in the world, her fragility, the way she looks at me, her blush when I look at her, her protectiveness of me, her vulgarity, her gentle self, her "honesty" her desire to be better, her saddness. I cud never put it in a song, I cud never put it in a piece of music in her honour....even if I knew who she was.